crazy weekend

well these past few days have been non-stop. and im so exhausted. started thursday with my best friend coming in town. went to dinner then had a few drinks with some friends then called it a night because i had to work the next day.

friday was crazy, went to work, straight from work to Eric Church/Toby Keith concert in charlotte, had an awesome time! then straight after the concert we went to a bar for a while. didnt get home til 4am. so tired.

saturday got up, ran errands, got ready had a wedding at 5:30, i left straight from there to a rehersal dinner 30 min away, stayed there for about an hour and a half, then went back to the reception then out to the bar, which was like a damn high school reunion.

sunday got up, took my best friend over to the person's house that was taking her back home, met with the girls to get ready for tiffs wedding and didnt stop till 12 last night.

so busy busy weekend for me but it was all worth it to spend some time with my best friend lace, and see some other amazing girls. I got to be apart of 2 amazing weddings for 2 amazing girls. I love them both so much and wish them nothing but the best, because they both deserve it!

At Tiffany's beautiful wedding, all the bridesmaids :)

Lace, Ash, Sam, Beth, JL, Liz, Me, Heather

HS Reunion, so glad we all got back together :)

& Beth was a beautiful bride!

........on another subject....


im so ready for this deployment to be over, i hate my rollercoaster of emotions that are going on. one day im fine, one day im upset pissed off, and the next im sad, then im fine again. i hate this. really really really hate it. ive been getting this sick feeling lately. idk what it is, and its making me worry about some stuff in our relationship. idk whats going on. maybe its the distance and all this stupid shit but whatever it is i wish it would stop.

its been a while

well its been a few since i've been on. 
its been a crazy couple of weeks. ugh im so glad i get to talk to G everyday, but i hate it when we fight. 
its so mentally exhausting. but no more. because its going to end up ruining our relationship. so the past couple of days have been good between  us. of course we're gonna pick at each other, but thats just us :)


i can't believe 2 months have passed since he left. i feel like it was just yesterday, but im guessing thats a good sign right?.. just have to get through the holidays, and we should be golden. we got a "window" date for when he should return home, and its close to my birthday! which im super excited about because he wasnt here for my birthday this year, so fingers crossed he's here for my 25th...(ugh im getting old) :)


well the weddings are coming up this weekend im beyond ready for them to be over with, well not so much saturdays wedding, but definately sundays. 


then wilmington trip and va beach trip :) definately looking forward to getting away.

It's hard to not feel abandoned and unappreciated. With him doing something so important, it can feel like everything you do goes unnoticed. It's normal to feel under-appreciated. Know that you're not. Know that they love everything you do for them, they just don't have the time or means to show you in the ways that you recognize. Know that every time he sends you an email that's his "thank you for everything"

iloveyougarett<3