wow. well its been a while since i've wrote on here.  1 holiday down, and 1 to go till my love is back home with me.  at times this deployment has seemed like times going no where and now it feels like its flying by. all i know is i think this deployment has made me cherish our relationship and made it even stronger, i really think that we needed this, as much as it sucks, we needed this. i've had so much time to think about things, i still dont have everything figured out, but i do know one thing...garett's the most amazing guy i could ever ask for, he loves me, cares about me, and puts up with way more shit than anyone should, he should've been long gone by now but he's still here by my side. Thats why i know every lonely, sleepless, cry myself to sleep nights, are worth him being gone, because i know he's coming home to me, i get that "run & jump" hug, that 2nd first kiss, the tears that just stream down from being so happy he's finally back home safe & sound and i am so happy about that. 


Holiday's suck because its the time i really want to be with him, but thank gah that i have some amazing friends to keep my busy and on my toes, keeping my mind off of being lonely and depressed while he's gone. The past month has been amazing, i've had alot going on, and november has flown by, i mean its almost december...hopefully it will go by just as quick.


Thanksgiving eve was such a fun night. I saw so many people I havent seen in forever, some from my HS and some from the other schools we all hung out with it, brought back so many good memories, thats one thing i will miss if i ever move away is Thanksgiving Eve in Salisbury :)


well..thats it for now.


I Love you GMD <3