lets see here

Well lets see here. I havent wrote anything in quite a while, due to predeployment leave with garett. We drove to lousiana and i had 8 amazing days with him. I definately got spoiled with all the time I got to spend with him. It was so hard to leave, and then wake up the next morning and him not be there.

With that said, this deployment is coming up so soon. Way faster than I thought it would, and its hitting me like a ton of bricks.

I keep thinking to myself, am i strong enough to do this? What am I going to do with myself for 7 months?
           --stay busy? sure I can try and will do my best to. but we all know that its easier said than done right?

Not being able to talk to him everyday, or see him on the weekends. Im going to go completely insane.

I keep telling myself I will come out of this a much stronger person, and our relationship will be stronger than ever.

I realized over our vacation, he is my truly my best friend. There's never a dull moment between us. When one of us is away we are either bored out of our mind, or trying to make ourselves have fun. When something good/bad happens he's the first person i want to tell. I can't stay mad at him for long at all, and when im crying he does everything in his power to make me laugh, which I always end up doing. He always knows the right things to say. I can't imagine my world without him in it. Its as simple as that.