Well we are officially one week down. This past week has been crazy. So many emotions, and what not, i've been a rollercoaster. Still havent really broke down though. Im still waiting on it. I miss him  more than any normal person should miss someone. But Im so in love with the boy what can i say?...

On top of him being gone, im so F'N stressed. With work, money, everything. There's so much i want to do but dont have the money and i hate it so much :( . I really just want october to be here. SO BAD! All my bills will be paid off, i have 3 weddings to go to that month, 2 in one weekend actually. So i know that month will go by fast, then it will be November = Thanksgiving,then DECEMBER which means CHRISTMAS! My absolute favorite holiday! And i have goals set for myself by the time christmas rolls around. Then JANUARY will be here, and that means less than 3 months before my birthday and less than 3 months before i see the love of my life :).


thought id share a picture of me and garett the day he left for depolyment, it shows how happy we are and why i love & adore his goofy butt